.Tuesday, June 15, 2010 ' 12:57 PM Y
Don't get mad when your girlfriend is ANGRY or JEALOUS over you, rather, start worrying when they don't even give a damn or cares about what you do.
You made me made up my mind already. If getting angry and jealous over things which you did makes us quarrel and you totally don't care at all not even trying to please your own girlfriend makes everything even worse, I shall not if it makes you happier. But don't come asking me why am I not getting jealous and stuffs like this cause from what I see, it's pointless.
I'm in a confused state. I don't know what am I thinking. Why am I even here. Why is it so different. Why this why that.. How I wish that time would just turn back, to the day which we just started. The way you pamper me and no matter what I do, you would still try to please me. Whenever I get jealous, you will just talk to me, sweetly gently. I really wish, the wish for my birthday. Sometimes I do really miss the past times we're together. I really miss your pampering but you are not doing any of this things now making me feel totally unsecured.
I'm afraid.. Afraid of what? You seeing other girls, wanting to know them and slowly falling for them. I'm afraid of your feelings for me will just fade. Afraid of this and that. But do you even know about all this stuffs? No. And why did'nt I tell you? Its cause you would just say, your trust level is too low. After that, you just would'nt care at all. Sometimes I do stupid things hopefully you'll get jealous or what or maybe care more for me, but it seems like you totally don't care no matter what I do.
