.Friday, May 21, 2010 ' 7:19 AM Y
Oh my fishing god! You're just so irritating can! F***-ing piece of shit. -.- You're just like a stalker. Just like what exactly sister said.:X
Now with boy boy here. -.- Say wanna watch show together de.. ended up his doing his fucking own things, leaving me alone.. :( Whats even so great about all this so called "cartoon" shows.. -.- Reading his stupid manga. Wth lahh. I really did try to match his interest with mine, forcing myself to do the things which I'm not interested with.. trying my best so be the one which you want me to be. Changing myself to get this whole thing to be better. But sometimes you're just too not tactful. Angry I can't be angry, upset I can't get upset, cause I know I can't be against you for long. I really hate myself for being so useless. Why have I change to become such a no backbone person??!! This is'nt the last time me at all. I just hate myself for giving in to him yet he does'nt know anything about it. How useless can I be. I hate you elinaaa!!