.Sunday, April 25, 2010 ' 3:06 AM Y
Thanks to you I'm lost, desperate. I need a break from you. People, why don't you understand what I've all along been trying to say. What in the world is so difficult? Can't you even see that I'm lost? So long so hard so tough but I'm still trying my best to be the one you want me to be. But why do you only see the negative and efforts were being drain down to the toilet?
Elinaaa is'nt Elinaaa. I've lost my craziness lost myself. Thanks uhh.
I just wanna move out as soon as possible. Renting a home somewhere far from you. And never have to contact you anymore. So what if others say I'm childish? I don't bloody give a damn now cause they don't even understand a damn thing I'm talking neither do they get the full pic. The only person that can understand is me and me. D, is not that I don't understand a thing that you're talking. I know and I appreciate it. But its just that things that you've told me to do, I've done and tried. But it's useless. You will say I've not tried my best but you're not me. I know whether I've tried. And I'm tiring, I GIVE UP! I'm not childish. If D you said and really think so, you really understand me.. NOT.:)
What I know now is I just wanna continue my life with you. Spending each and every moment with you. It's called being very very VERY greedy.:D:D As a girlfriend, it's not bad right? xD
