.Thursday, April 29, 2010 ' 8:04 AM Y
If you can just hack care about whatever I said and continue watching it, doing all these stuffs behind my back hiding it from me, what more else can you still do?
Sometimes I really do wonder, do I even still exist in your heart? If yes, why do the things which I say you don't really go bother about it?
My emotions has totally been mixed up. Am I up-sad, unhappy? Or am I angry? Or is it just that I've just become numb to it. If I've really become numb to it, then why do I still feel some sort of weird feeling inside me?
I'm jealous. Really really jealous. That you would rather pick a non living creature then me. What else more can I say? I've done so much more than I should be doing. I've done my part. But I feel unless to the max. That I can't make you understand at all. Its useless for me to say anything already cause I totally feel I have no more rights..
