.Sunday, February 7, 2010 ' 11:13 PM Y
Sick of crying;Tired of trying;Yeah I'm smiling;But inside I'm dying..Having sort of cold war recently at home. Parents are being more and more paranoid which makes me feel so.. I just wanna break free from them. Sometimes I do get sick of life. Like I'll be thinking, "Why don't I just die quiet and peacefully? Maybe people will be happier that way.." People say seeing their homes is just like a heaven. But for me, seeing them is like having a black aura outside my house. It's just like entering hell..What will I even do without you in my life? I have to admit but you're the best and cutest one I've ever met. Those times we spend together, it makes me smile sweetly not only on the inside but the outside too.:) But everytime you say the word break, I'll go into panic. You've said the word break to me for like so many times. Can''t you just stop saying that? Every single time you're in a bad mood, I really tried talking sense to you. But it always end up in a quarrel. Where did the past times when I was able to throw my tantrums and no matter how wildful I was, you would try your best to give in and make me happy? You would always make me happy and cheer me up? At times I know that I'm in the wrong but its all about tantrums.:X
