.Tuesday, February 2, 2010 ' 7:11 AM Y
Did'nt blogg for quite sometime le. Babyy started working for quite sometime le. Time we spend together will be lesser and whats worse now he has started to OT. So great ehh.. Seeing him work till like this I can't help but felt very heart pain. He's losing his temper more and more easily. Watching work his ass out but as a gf I can't do a single fuck shyt at all.. it makes me feel fucking hell useless. Told him a hell lots of times not to work till like shyt he's just so freaking stubborn. Maybe its the fact and truth that i'm a useless, not understanding, fucking self-centered and selfish. Sitting back just seeing him does all these things and I can't help a single shyt at all really makes me.. fucked up. I JUST HATE MYSELF! He's getting so tired already but I just can't seem to make him stop working his ass out. I HATE MYSELF JUST HATE ME TO THE EXTREME. He's losing his temper towards me more and more often and all I can do is just tahan..
Babyy please stop making yourself work till like that. My heart hurts..:'( I really want to hugg you so tightly never have to let you go at all.. forever.. This love for you will last.. this I give you my word. You're NOT useless at all.. if you are able to work till like this it already proves that you must need motivation. Look at what you're doing now, for just another 50 or 150 bucks incentive? I would'nt call this useless. My babyy will never be useless in my eyes.:) In fact you're just perfect.:) For me.. AND ALSO STOP ASKING ME TO GIVE UP! I STILL HAVE GAS AND IT WOULD'NT RUN OUT FOR YOU! I'M ALSO GONNA REFILL YOUR GAS TOO! SO DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO GIVE UP UNDERSTAND CURRYPUFF?! :):) <33251009
