.Monday, August 10, 2009 ' 6:41 AM Y
I'm lost. Confused with my things. Stress over what people beside me are saying. Lost because I've been blinded. I don't know what I should do. I'm scared, scared that I'll make a wrong decision and the wrong path and I'll regret. I'm in pain but I don't know what to do. I'm suffering but no-one knows. Bii, can u tell me what's the truth? What is it in your mind? How do you really feel? I'm stuck in the middle. Things that you do really upsets me a lot and is pulling my trust away from you. But you seem not to care at all. I've talk and talk to you, telling you how i felt. But it just doesnt change. Things that you say and do is totally the opposite. You've really change, compared to the past where we met and now, it's a total of damn bigg difference. If I really want you to be happy I should let you go. But what if the things that I'm thinking is wrong? I don't wanna regret..
