.Friday, June 26, 2009 ' 1:41 PM Y
THE FEELING OF BEING NEGLECTED REALLY DOES'NT FEEL GOOD.I'm tired. Just exhausted of everything. Don't know why do I have a feeling of being neglected. Seriously speaking, what am I to you? Am I even important or what so ever? Why do I keep having this feeling that you're getting sick and tired? Why do I also have a feeling that you're being with me for the sick of being with me?
Putting up a forceful smiles and pretending to be happy, keeping all your sorrows inside you really does'nt feel good at all. But I don't even think that I have a way of turning back. Life fucking hell sucks. My life. BABYY, I REALLY NEED YOU! x33 If only you knew how sucky I'm feeling. I don't know how to speak up to you. Fuck this damn feeling mann..230509<33 ILY; IMY.