.Thursday, July 8, 2010 ' 7:25 AM Y

He seem so moody today when talking on the phone with him. Baby what did I do wrong or say something wrong again? Why are you giving me attitude? I really don't know..

Sometimes is not I don't understand you or what but its because I act not to understand you, hoping that you'll just pamper me you know? Which girl would not like their boyfriends to pamper them.. Somemore you're my fiancee lehh. It hurts to see you like this and it hurts even more if I don't know what happening to you. :( Can you stop being like this. Can't we just be normal and stay together happily?

Went to amici again today at 11am. x.x TIRED!! But still my heart is missing him still. :):) Power okays can multi-task! :DD People there are like super nice nice.:) Can't wait till sunday and I'll be seeing him again.:):)

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.Friday, June 25, 2010 ' 10:25 AM Y

Babyy's gonna move house next week le. Just the thought of it makes me upset.
Coming to think about it, its here where we gotta know each other, here that we've been through a number of things together, and here, where we started our story. I just kept thinking that once he move away, everything seems so different. When midnight I wanna come out and those times where I could just give him a call and he would be down in seconds, when last min I wanna drink and he could come down. It would be all different once he move.:'(

Maybe its because of this that keeps me awake and can't sleep. I just can't face the fact that once next week comes, it'll all be change. I just wish that that day would never have to come. I don't know why my heart just feels ... I don't know what is this weird upset plus more emotions inside me. I just hate to see him leave and all this. It'll be even much more lesser time we get to see each other.. I just hate it man..

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.Saturday, June 19, 2010 ' 12:54 PM Y

Ohh my goshh, -.- I can't believe that I'm stuck at home at this point of time doing nothing. Went out with chest, Wei chong and babe just now. Supposed to watch the world cup but I guess it was just too bring and babe was blind! Chest went home left the 3 of us. Playing blind mice? LOL. Yeahh childish but still there's a kid in everyone of us right? xD Anyways, chest bought me a cup of tehh bing for my bdae. Thanks best friend! Appreciated.:DD After that went to meet babyy awhile..

It's been quite awhile since we've gone out bii. I really hope that it'll be soon yeah? I miss spending time with you alone.:X Quite awhile since we went out together to enjoy. :$ And we hardly spend much time with each other these few days. I understand that you're tired cause of your work.:) But still, my feelings for you will stay strong!:):) I still love you a lot babyy.^.^

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.Tuesday, June 15, 2010 ' 12:57 PM Y

Don't get mad when your girlfriend is ANGRY or JEALOUS over you, rather, start worrying when they don't even give a damn or cares about what you do.

You made me made up my mind already. If getting angry and jealous over things which you did makes us quarrel and you totally don't care at all not even trying to please your own girlfriend makes everything even worse, I shall not if it makes you happier. But don't come asking me why am I not getting jealous and stuffs like this cause from what I see, it's pointless.

I'm in a confused state. I don't know what am I thinking. Why am I even here. Why is it so different. Why this why that.. How I wish that time would just turn back, to the day which we just started. The way you pamper me and no matter what I do, you would still try to please me. Whenever I get jealous, you will just talk to me, sweetly gently. I really wish, the wish for my birthday. Sometimes I do really miss the past times we're together. I really miss your pampering but you are not doing any of this things now making me feel totally unsecured.

I'm afraid.. Afraid of what? You seeing other girls, wanting to know them and slowly falling for them. I'm afraid of your feelings for me will just fade. Afraid of this and that. But do you even know about all this stuffs? No. And why did'nt I tell you? Its cause you would just say, your trust level is too low. After that, you just would'nt care at all. Sometimes I do stupid things hopefully you'll get jealous or what or maybe care more for me, but it seems like you totally don't care no matter what I do.

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.Sunday, May 30, 2010 ' 8:19 AM Y

30th may 2010, I'll always remember this day.:)

The times where I spent with you today really made me just feel a heart ache but a happy feeling at the same time. It's like both of us has went back to the past when we both just started. This is what I really miss most and really want it to happen again, just like before. Babyy, I actually wanted to tell you all this just now but was too ... pai sehh? But it's what I really want most, for us to go back like last time. I really just wish that time would just stop there forever. Those huggs you gave me, words you spoke to me, it's all in my mind already. Those eyes and kisses just melted my heart straight away on the spot.:) It made it even more heart ache thinking if one day I had to leave you, and I pray hard the day will never ever come.:)

I just can't afford to lose you my boy. Seriously I hope and really pray hard everything will continue like this till death. I promise you that whatever we had said on the previous day, I'll change.:) But you must continue putting in effort to change everything too. Thng kaijin, this I assure you, you're my ONE AND ONLY in my heart till cow head and horse face comes to dragg me away from you and maybe even then.. I'll still be with you watching over you, taking care of you even if it means my anything.:):) I love you babyy currypuff! ♥♥♥251009 ♥♥ ♥

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.Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ' 3:38 AM Y

I've never been more afraid then losing you my boy. After meeting you, I realised how important you're to me. Sometimes I do really miss the past, starting when I met you and how it progress. How many things you did for me and whatever things you did for me. I'm really touched by you. Those kisses you gave me really melted my heart down down down. Each look in your eyes, each hugs you gave me, I really can't forget.:) Babyy boy, I really love you and it really can't be express in words. I really don't know how to tell you, how much I care for you and everything. Can we fly this kite of ours till death? I don't know but what I'm sure of is I've given you my heart and love. I know I've put my heart into this. We've been through a lot and I believe that we'll be able to go through this obstacle. With you around I trust that anything is possible.:) I love you dear babyy boy..251009--x33

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.Monday, May 24, 2010 ' 8:33 AM Y

Can't she just go find another guy to msg instead of you? Why must she come and snatch you from me? Can't she just go find other guys if she's so despo?

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